Good day c: [ Hyper blog, typing with the speed of light ]

Today, I just felt SO HAPPY c:
I might not fail chemistry. I might pass chemistry. I MIGHT FUCKING PASS CHEMISTRY!
I hate that subject, it has been my only really bad (read; really really incredibly) bad subject, in which I sucked big time, for two years now!
But today I had my final in chemistry. And I might have a C. YES, A FUCKING C.
And Paul, best friend, and I had fun together.
And another best friend of mine, Kim, with who I worried a bit about our friendship, because she was a bit cold to me lately, and I had fun, what started because she demanded me to come to her bday c:
And another good friend of mine, Kristina, and I had incredibly much fun, together with other great friends of mine (like Vivian, Lena, Thijs, etc).
And exboyfriend declared his love to me again, just now x]
And all my other finals are going incredibly well ;D

I hated the last couple of weeks, because of all the stress and social problems (I don't like to admit I have social problems sometimes, because all I want from people is to keep them as my friends, I don't like it when somebody's mad at me, or doesn't like me, so admitting it is a great deal for me x]). My hair was even falling out! Which it never does! So, I hated that time. But now, last week was fun, this week is incredibly much fun, my finals are done next tuesday (4 down, 3 to go, tomorrow 1 and next tuesday the last 2), and then I'll have my summervacation! ;DDD

I'm just so happy c:

And I drank a cup of coffee this evening, and I don't react that well on caffeine.

Give me one sip of energiedrink, and I'll be jumping around.

Normally, I already am energetic, jolly, happy and jumping and dancing around, ask anyone, they will all agree, but with cafeine, or something similar, I just basically become like that squirrel from 'Over The Edge'.

But I thought I had to study untill late, but now I don't have to anymore, because of my C!

So I'll just learn in the morning with some friends, and do what I have to do then.

So, basically, I'm feeling really really really hyper and I'm running around and wrestling with my dog, etc.

And the hyperness increases my happiness, so I feel like I'm about to burst xD

Yeah, this is pretty much how I talk oftenly, yeah.

I should never drink coffee, ever again.

My friends run away screaming when I drink some of it.

Or energiedrink.

And when I'm just slightly more hyper than I usually am, they instantly go like;

"Have you been drinking Coke? Redbull? Coffee?"

I should never drink coffee, or even coke, ever again.

To bad I have a Coke addiction c:

Nightmares

I woke up like this quite a lot, for quite a long period of time.

After that same night mare, that I had over and over again.

WIP.

New Korra Episode feels [ Episode 7, The Aftermath ]

Alright, I've just watched the latest Korra episode, and I'm just going to fangirl over it for a second. Brace yourself.

- HAHA. TOLD YA. TOLD YOU ALL. I KNEW THE SATO'S WERE SOMEHOW EQUALIST OR INVOLVED WITH THEM. I KNEW IT. HA!
- Asami, I love you, you're a badass, you and Korra be bff's, yes please. And she is such a badass racer.
- Bolin, omg, how you made me laugh, like, at least six times. ("Now you just stay put. That sounds familiar.. Why? Because you said it.")
- POOR KORRA. No, first Mako is being a total bitch, just because his fuckmate and her dad are being accused of being  bad guys (but okay, after realizing Korra was right -for which she had to do a shitload of effort, come on Mako, trust your friend!- he did save the day. At least, was planning too).
And after everything that happened that episode, Korra just kinda gives him away! D; My poor Makorra feels! D;
And poor Korra, she looked so sad ;c So gave him up so that her new friend can cope practically losing her own father. Muhhh.. That scene where she's on Mako's back unconscious, and later conscious, spirits, that made the feels flutter c: But, I'm still on board this ship. I'll go down with this ship.
- My Borra feels tho.. They have like aaaaaaall opportunities now! Eventho he didn't make a move on her, she was definitely checking his booty nd stuff when he was in his swimmingsuit c: I my taste, to little of Bolin this episode. This ship, I want to come true too so badly!
- And Lin is such a BAMF. She is. But how could she not be? She's the daughter of Toph. Going outside the law and stuff, I love you Lin Bei Fong
- But, one mystery, in the american tv guides it said that Tenzin had a secret. What secret? Did I miss it? Was it a mistake, meaning the secret of him and Lin having a past of hooking up, and they made a mistake putting it in this weeks synopsis? If there was a secret about Tenzin, it would be him being a badass airbender.
- AND THE WATERWRESTLING BENDING BROTHERS. OMFG. NOM.
- THE CABBAGE GUY LEGACY, HAHA, PERFECT. EVEN CABBAGE GUY STATUE!
- What happened to Tarlokk? He did the intro, being all like 'All heil Tarlokk' -which reminds me, what the hell happened to Shiro? You know, the announcer guy!- and after that, no sign of him the whole episode.
- Hehehe, that sneeze thing Mako did made me laugh, hard. x]
- OMG, THEY'RE GOING TO LIVE ON TEMPLE ISLAND. YES. YES. YES. SLEEP OVERS. LIVING ALL TOGETHER, HAPILY EVER AFTER, AMON JUST GIVES UP OR SOMETHING, AND IT'S ALL UNICORNS AND ICECREAM AND RAINBOWS LIKE IKKI SAID IT WOULD BE.

 

I'm just so tired..

But not necessarily physically, I feel like I could run 5 miles, but mentally.
Today I was turned down by the school I wanted to go the most, like, I was dying to go there. But nope.
My finals start next monday.
Meanwhile I also have tons of other auditions for other school, for which I have to prepare so much too.
And I haven't heard anything from boyfriend since our major fight and he wanted to be 'left alone'.
And now I'm just.. Tired.. I need a vacation, from everything.
Unfortunately that's only going to happen (SUMMERVACATION) after all those finals and auditions etc..
Uggh..

Today's feelings were brought to you by my stupid, ignorant and naive being.

VA TE FAIRE FOUTRE

Would someone please be so kind to rip my fucking heart and brains out? Thank you.

YES. EXACTLY.

Well, not the dating teammate part, but the dating part.

He drives me crazy. He genuinly drives me utterly mad.

Like, UUUGH.

Why does it have to be this hard?!

Why can't we go back to being all lovey dovey?

He angries me, because of the lack of attention I get from him, and his laziness.

I angry him because of my insecurities, and my greediness.

And we just had this MAJOR fight, and at the end he just stopped. 

He just went to bed with the words 'I'm done'.

And well, that angered the beast big time.

Ooooh, I just- AARGH.

Ojojojoj, it's like he does it on purpose.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I just don't.

I just can't.