Today's feelings were brought to you by my stupid, ignorant and naive being.

VA TE FAIRE FOUTRE

Would someone please be so kind to rip my fucking heart and brains out? Thank you.

YES. EXACTLY.

Well, not the dating teammate part, but the dating part.

He drives me crazy. He genuinly drives me utterly mad.

Like, UUUGH.

Why does it have to be this hard?!

Why can't we go back to being all lovey dovey?

He angries me, because of the lack of attention I get from him, and his laziness.

I angry him because of my insecurities, and my greediness.

And we just had this MAJOR fight, and at the end he just stopped. 

He just went to bed with the words 'I'm done'.

And well, that angered the beast big time.

Ooooh, I just- AARGH.

Ojojojoj, it's like he does it on purpose.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I just don't.

I just can't.

 

 

WHAT JUST HAPPENED (Korra, episode 5 thoughts)

WUT, WAIT, WHY, WHAT?!

• MY POOR BABY D;
  THE WAY ALL THE WIND BLEW AND TOOK ALL THOSE FLOWER PETALS, AND HE WAS JUST LIKE… STANDING THERE…
  AND THAT PHRASE “Haven’t you hurt me enough already, woman?!”
  FUCK YOU MAKO. FUCK YOU KORRA.
• MY INNER SHIPPER IS MORE CONFUSED THAN EVER.
  There’s still a good chance for Borra, but also for Makorra..
  ALL THEIR DAMN TEENAGE HORMONES
• Korra can heal, that’s pretty cool.
• TAHNO MUST BE A BLOODBENDER. FOR REASONS.
  (You know, the match being over so soon, and his creepiness)
• He’s still incredibly sexy tho.
• Korra is real good at the bending compatition too.
• AGAIN, FUCK YOU MAKO AND KORRA FOR HURTING MY BABY.
• I think everything goes so incredibly fast tho! I mean, 1 moment they betrayed eachother big time, the next they’re friends again.
  And the romance is developing so fast, too fast if you ask me.
• What will Asami do if she’ll find out about that kiss
• WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT, NO GODDAMN TRAILER! 

Edit;

• Lin/Tenzin happened. I mean, that would explain why Lin acts so cold against Tenzin. And Pema did say she stole Tenzin away..
• As much as people like Asami, I mean, yeah she's cute, but I still think there's something about her. I accept the canon Asami being an equalist. Especially now she has to find out Korra and Mako kissed at one point.

And this is priceless; http://fireflyfizz.tumblr.com/post/22453038274/the-romance-in-episode-5

It describes it all xD

The episode also made me laugh a couple of times too tho x] 

The burping contest for instance, or the way pabu waddled out of the restaurant following Mako&Bolin. x]

I'm mad at most of them tho (exept poor Bo of course). Pema, Y U GIVE SUCH ADVISE? Korra, Y U BE SO EGOCENTRIC AND HURT BOLIN LIKE THAT? SAME GOES FOR YOU, Mako.

But I also love them so much. I can't wait to buy all the DVD's.

And I love this song; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xcHI2uNHrvQ

New Korra episode coming in c:

Only half an hour left till I'm going to watch the livestream of korralations!
I can't waite! c: I'm really confused on what I ship tho. My inner shipper is still very confused.
Mostly I'm on SS Borra. But I also really really really love Makorra.. And I think Tahno and Asami should end up together. And Amon and Tenzin ;3 Haha, noo just kidding x]
I'm rambling, I'm just so exited! ;D
In a few minutes I'm going to grab a bowl of popcorn and get ready for some awesomeness c:

kbye c:

Scumbag brain

I have a scumbag brain.
And scumbag dreams.
This night, first I dream of the Legend of Korra, which was actually pretty awesome. Loved that dream.
Then I dreamed of boyfriend, similar to Bolin for some reason. Loved that dream too, we were awesome together, no hard feelings or whatever.
But I woke up and fell back to sleep again.
And then scumbag brain decides to dream of former crush. Like, former major crush.
Loes, who stayed over a few days ago, was already teasing me with him, etc, and now my brain also decides too do that.
I'm confused.
( and yes, I had way to much fun finding confused people gif's. Other's confusing makes me laugh, my own? Not so much.)

After that last dreams I woke up like; 'hmmm c: wait, wut?'

Then I was like;

Then more like;

After that I was like; 'Why scumbag brain, why would you do that?'

And then the sceptism came; 'What are my feelings?'

Well, this pretty much sums it all up. Pretty accurately.

Addicted to this song

It's sung so well, and the lyrics are just so deep!

It's slightly faster than the original but I kinda like it better this way actually x]

Holy water cannot help you now 
A thousand armies couldn't keep me out 
I don't want your money 
I don't want your crowd 
See I have to burn 
Your kingdom down 

Holy water cannot help you now 
See I've had to burn your kingdom down 
And no rivers and no lakes, can put the fire out 
I'm gonna raise the stakes; I'm gonna smoke you out 

Seven devils all around you 
Seven devils in my house 
See they were there when I woke up this morning 
I'll be dead before the day is done 

Seven devils all around you 
Seven devils in your house 
See I was dead when I woke up this morning, 
And I'll be dead before the day is done 
Before the day is done 
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/f/florence+and+the+machine/seven+devils_20983620.html ] 
And now all your love will be exorcised 
And we will find you saying it's to be harmonized. 
And it's an even sum 
It's a melody 
It's a battle cry 
It's a symphony 

Seven devils all around you 
Seven devils in my house 
See, they were there when I woke up this morning 
And I'll be dead before the day is done 

Seven devils all around you 
Seven devils in your house 
See I was dead when I woke up this morning, 
And I'll be dead before the day is done 
Before the day is done 
Before the day is done 
Before the day is done 

They can keep me alive 
'Til I tear the walls 
'Til I slave your hearts 
And they take your souls 
And what have we done? 
Can it be undone? 
In the evil's heart 
In the evil's soul 

Seven devils all around you 
Seven devils in your house 
See I was dead when I woke up this morning 
I'll be dead before the day is done 
Before the day is done


                                 ~ Seven Devils , Florence and the machine